I AM NOT ''FREE''

My life being a free bird doesn’t mean I don’t have any wish to do more or something. I am tiered of flying, I want to settle down, but people don’t like me sitting & they start wooing. So, again I fly in some unwanted direction everything seems so suttle but they are not. Things & time doesn’t wait for anyone. I decide not to fly but my fellow decides their destination for all each day and I have to fly so that I don’t get lost anywhere or I don’t become alone anywhere. What is there then when I can’t decide my own destination with my kind or my choice? Why is it always that I have to adapt the things around? What is the point of being free, when I can’t even decide when to fly or where to fly?

I am in my own sense become a prisoner of my freedom. I don’t like my wings thereof; I don’t want to be free thereby. I don’t want to be a free bird anymore. I don’t want to be free anyway.

UP UPON THE SKY SO HIGH

Look at the sky,
You'll think to fly,
Many thoughts stuck your mind,
Many dreams hit your mind,
Always you'll feel to be free,
Always yo want to live with zeal,
Look at the sky,
You'll think to fly,
Trying hard to keep up the dreams,
More it moves more tougher it seems,
The high you fly,
The more you shy,
Things seems very bleek,
They starts look so sleek,
Look at the sky,
You will think to fly,
Good thing about these clouds that i can see them ,
The worst about you that i cant even see you...
Look at the sky,

You will thik to fly....

THE RAIN SWEET RAIN

I can see the clouds dropping its precious drop,

I can see the drops rolling down the windows,

Everything tree, every plant seems singing with joy,

Everyone is enjoying the rain in his own foy,

I can see the rain,

I can feel the rain,

Smiles is something that everyone wears,

Every of them forget their tears,

Getting drenched is what i feel,

May be my wounds starts to heal,

I dreamt of you to be with me once,

But now i think it became a trounce,

I justify the rain with happiness only,

But deep inside i am very lonely,

Altough i can still see the rain,

i can still feel the rain,

But its that i cant love the rain,

I cant kiss the rain. 

IT"S ALL ABOUT YOU

It's been days i haven't seen YOU,

it's been night i haven't met YOU,

So many hours,

so many seconds,

so many pauses,

that makes me vacant.

All i have in my mind is only-YOU

All i have to speak about is only-YOU

Nothing can touch my heart as much as you can,

Nothing can make me sing as much as you can,

You will special to me always,

You will also be near to me always,

I believe that YOU will always be mine.

Let the days go,

Let the time pass,

It just two of us,

Who will get through nerves.

It's been days i haven't seen  YOU,

It's been night i haven't met YOU.

I AM A FREE BIRD, BUT I LOVE RAIN

I AM A FREE BIRD, BUT I LOVE RAIN

 No wonder I can fly so high,

No wonder I can touch the sky,

If anybody watches me, I won’t shy,

If anybody touches me, I would fly,

I am a free bird, but I love rain



Yes I love the rain,

I feel the wet warmth in it, when the drops rolls through my feathers,

I can feel the love when it touches me so hard at times so mild,

I can see the happiness all around,

Although I can’t fly when it rains,

I am a free bird, but I love rain.



Everyone cherish as it comes and leave a natural scent all over

I feel so proud to be a lover of such a beautiful nature’s gift ever,

It leaves a smile on everyone’s face,

Whether it’s a child or an old stage,

Every of my friend waits for it so hard,

So that every of them can get a refreshing lard,

I am a free bird, but I love rain.

As always one day I was flying so high,

I was happy that it could rain at any time,

As I can feel the lovely warmth,

As I knew my love would arise, 
Suddenly I heard something muttering,I wondered what it would be,

I can’t see anything because it was wide,

After few minutes I recognised,

It’s the cloud, who thundered so loud,

I recognised when I found myself lying on grounds,

Suddenly I saw my feathers are not around,

Then I got that thunder shrewd them away,

And it rained all over again,
And now I can’t say I can still fly,
I can now feel a lover’s pain,

I not a free bird anymore, but I still love rain.

Kuch Khawishe Aisi Bhi

Ye kuch un dino ki baat hai jab hum bhi panchio ki tarah udna chahte the,
Ye kuch un dino ki baat hai jb dil khol ke jeena chahte the,
Par zindagi hi ajeeb thi jo kch samajh hi na pai,
Aj bhi hum vahi hai kal bhi hum vahi the,
Badla to sirf waqt ka wo ehsaas jise chune ka dil karta,
Badla to sirf wo saksh hai jisse kuch na maanga keval us ehsaas ke.
Ye kuch un dino ki baat hai jab hum na sochke bhi unhe apna kahte the,
Ye kuch un dino ki baat hai jab hum itni muddat krte the ki unke hi intezaar ke lahu bahte the,
Par samajh na sake wo kal bhi,
Samajh na sake wo aj bhi,
Waqt kal bhi na thahera un ehsaaso ke lie,
Waqt aj bhi chalta bana leke hamari wo manzile,
Ye kuch un dino ki baat hai jab hum bhi panchio ki tarah udna chahte the..

The Dark Life

We always thought of a life that would be a fun flip side both a ways. But its not always be the same u want.

I always wonder what people called a perfect life? Having a happy family, fullfilled with all the desire? Achieving an aim full of compromises? What?

Something to talk about my life- don't know how to start?? so many question marks so far. 

Since childhood i thought of being a person of my choice, but i never knew i have pay such a cost to be so, where i am rigorously smashing my own ideology that i never wanted to do.At every step of my life i have lost something or the other.Something with what i can associate myself forcefully taken out of my life. When i started loving life rather started loving somebody, i put everything to it but at the end of the day got messed up in a trio and again a question mark appeared ?????????? I decided to walk out of that situation and compromised my feelings about the same. When i again started to live once again out all those problems and situations, my past came and stood in front of me asking for a begging. But begging for what ????? again question mark. Seems like a puzzle game whose 1 part is missing and cannot be completed anyhow. When i stepped into a professional career, thought will go every extend to prove myself and avoid all those snag and make the impossible possible. But coming to the professional world and after looking forward to all the scenario and the work ratio everything started becoming bleak, still waiting for the moment where i can enhance my skill set and get my self stuck up with lot of work.But still i am comprising my instinct on almost every ground.(lets hope for the best) Don't know what is the in kitty still. 

Its been dark so far waiting for the light to come and hug me with its spark, with i can match my sparks to become visible in this overcrowded world.