"The Dark Love"

When the moon kissed light ray entered my room, the shadows seemed dignified, happy. The ray touched my soul and said “Yes! I am here, DON'T WORRY, everything will be alright.”

I kept staring at it like I had waited for it for a long time. I felt like I should keep looking at you and talk my heart out because I know you are here to hear me and not to judge me.

Away from every sound, it’s just you and me looking at each other, even the complete silence between us makes the unsaid things, 

understandable.

My love and admiration for you is as pure as your light. I lost myself somewhere in this chaotic life, but your brightness held my hand and took me to another world, where I felt myself again, started loving myself again(got to be me as I like to be). It’s your trust in me that I won’t go wrong, if I try to be me. I screamed, I played, I giggled, I chuckled, I danced and you found all that good and smiled right back at me. It’s that purity of your trust that made me feel all this.

I waited for you every day, on a sunny day; I waited for you in the rains, in the windy times. You never cease to surprise me with your different MOOD; never fail to make me smile and to love you. Those rainy wet nights with a misty smell made me feel fresh always, the way you gave your sight in those days were childish and cute like you playing hide ‘n’ seek. In the hot nights, you bloomed like a new born flower, smiling, calm. Far up there, your wish to keep things calm has never let me down or anyone else 

I guess.

I so wish to touch you to the fullest, to feel you the deepest. I know we cannot be together. Sometimes I wish I was air so that at least I could be closer to you, to see you, to feel you. I always love to see you, to enjoy you rather than that noisy broad day light. You give the perfect way to connect myself deep down with me.  You give me the most tranquil moments. The nights spent with you, pouring my heart out made me feel nice. It made me love you more; your shine gave back my shine. So what if we can’t be together; so what if I can’t touch you, feel you always; my love for you will always be as pure as your light; as deep and as long your rays reach and will last till my 

last breath.

I AM NOT ''FREE''

My life being a free bird doesn’t mean I don’t have any wish to do more or something. I am tiered of flying, I want to settle down, but people don’t like me sitting & they start wooing. So, again I fly in some unwanted direction everything seems so suttle but they are not. Things & time doesn’t wait for anyone. I decide not to fly but my fellow decides their destination for all each day and I have to fly so that I don’t get lost anywhere or I don’t become alone anywhere. What is there then when I can’t decide my own destination with my kind or my choice? Why is it always that I have to adapt the things around? What is the point of being free, when I can’t even decide when to fly or where to fly?

I am in my own sense become a prisoner of my freedom. I don’t like my wings thereof; I don’t want to be free thereby. I don’t want to be a free bird anymore. I don’t want to be free anyway.

UP UPON THE SKY SO HIGH

Look at the sky,
You'll think to fly,
Many thoughts stuck your mind,
Many dreams hit your mind,
Always you'll feel to be free,
Always yo want to live with zeal,
Look at the sky,
You'll think to fly,
Trying hard to keep up the dreams,
More it moves more tougher it seems,
The high you fly,
The more you shy,
Things seems very bleek,
They starts look so sleek,
Look at the sky,
You will think to fly,
Good thing about these clouds that i can see them ,
The worst about you that i cant even see you...
Look at the sky,

You will thik to fly....

THE RAIN SWEET RAIN

I can see the clouds dropping its precious drop,

I can see the drops rolling down the windows,

Everything tree, every plant seems singing with joy,

Everyone is enjoying the rain in his own foy,

I can see the rain,

I can feel the rain,

Smiles is something that everyone wears,

Every of them forget their tears,

Getting drenched is what i feel,

May be my wounds starts to heal,

I dreamt of you to be with me once,

But now i think it became a trounce,

I justify the rain with happiness only,

But deep inside i am very lonely,

Altough i can still see the rain,

i can still feel the rain,

But its that i cant love the rain,

I cant kiss the rain. 

IT"S ALL ABOUT YOU

It's been days i haven't seen YOU,

it's been night i haven't met YOU,

So many hours,

so many seconds,

so many pauses,

that makes me vacant.

All i have in my mind is only-YOU

All i have to speak about is only-YOU

Nothing can touch my heart as much as you can,

Nothing can make me sing as much as you can,

You will special to me always,

You will also be near to me always,

I believe that YOU will always be mine.

Let the days go,

Let the time pass,

It just two of us,

Who will get through nerves.

It's been days i haven't seen  YOU,

It's been night i haven't met YOU.